I need to go back through my blog entries to see what topics or issues I repeat. These things usually come from whatever is in my head at the moment. I bet if I took the time to look back, I’d see that I have some general themes that I can’t get out of my head. I keep coming back to them over and over. The sad thing is each entry feels new and like its own little moment of self-discovery. But I bet I’m just rediscovering the same things over and over.
Have I really learned anything from all this? Am I a better person because of anything I do? Today it doesn’t feel like it.
I didn’t even practice the guitar today.