I missed 80’s metal. I got a hint of it through a girl in my junior high French class. I had a crush on her with her black fingernail polish, heavy eyeliner, and Circus magazines. I listened to 107.5 The End in Tulsa, Oklahoma, so I was familiar with it, but I was just too young and too much of a dweeb/dork/geek to really get it.
I remember going to a church event for young adult men, well, boys, in which they showed a video about avoiding evil music. I remember watching this video and seeing short clips of AC/DC, Judas Priest, Iron Maiden, Black Sabbath, etc. and thinking, “How come I’ve never heard this stuff? It sounds pretty cool!”
My favorite song from that time was “We Built This City” by Starship. When I tried guitar for the first time, it was to learn the blues. When I truly started to listen to music, I listened to nothing but Simon & Garfunkel for two years.
So watching “Anvil: The Story of Anvil” the other night was a nice view into the past… and the present. (Although not as good as reading Chuck Klosterman’s “Fargo Rock City“). Everyone has their music they started with…mine just wasn’t metal. Some people focus on that and stick with it. Others move on to different things. The key to life, as portrayed in the movie, is the people around you.
For me, the most telling part of the movie was when the drummer’s sister says it is and has been over, but the drummer’s wife says she had to admit it looked over, but she still wanted the dream. The wife still supported the drummer and could not entirely agree with the sister. The wife was painfully aware of the reality of failure, but also aware of the eternal hope the dream provided.
Dreams must be lived in reality.
I then watched The Wrestler, which also had an 80’s metal/rock theme in it. The interesting thing is this movie went the other direction when dealing with reality and hope. Going for the dream was giving up. I guess that’s why I’m a wanna be. I don’t seem to be going for my dream and I’m really not based in reality. I feel like I’m in the middle of mediocrity. That’s what I get for trying to live my dreams in reality.














